🎵 JAZZ BABY

 

Gifted with the voice of an angel,

you arrived with a sound all your own,

a Camden girl with a heart full of rhythm,

a restless soul who refused to be known.

 

Your beehive carried the Ronettes’ flair,

tattoos telling stories beneath your skin,

beautiful blue eyes beneath dark mascara,

a mischievous smile hiding the storm within.

 

A star was born,

shining a radiant light,

as you wrote about life —

its trials and tribulations,

its wrongs and its rights.

 

But behind every lyric, behind every song,

a darkness followed along.

You made heartbreak sound almost divine

while fighting your own demons

one day at a time.

 

You wanted love to be perfect,

yet suffered the blues beneath the headlines.

Your intimate self seemed open to the world,

but nobody truly knew you.

 

Your need to feel loved.

Your need to look perfect.

Your need to feel high.

 

Sometimes leaving you

crying alone.

 

Your moods could change in an instant,

from laughter and mischief to the darkness of night.

Your restless mind searched for a love that would stay,

for someone to hold you

and take the pain away.

 

And in many respects,

as Elton’s song goes —

 

A candle in the wind,

never knowing who to cling to

when the rain set in.

 

Perhaps that was you.

 

A candle burning fiercely,

too bright to ignore,

while the world kept asking

for more.

 

You were mischievous.

 

You were fun.

 

A rolling stone.

 

A loaded gun.

 

Jazz Baby.

 

You carried the old songs inside you —

the blues, the soul,

the aching refrain —

and turned your troubles

into music that outlived the pain.

 

They wanted the photographs,

the headlines,

the beehive and tattoos,

the mascara, the swagger,

the unmistakable voice.

 

But what you gave them

was something they could never take away —

 

your truth,

your art,

your voice.

 

The hurricane has passed.

The candle has gone out.

 

But Jazz Baby —

your voice is still burning.

 

Through every song that carried

a piece of your heart,

you gave us a glimpse

of the woman behind the fame.

 

And when the record plays,

when that unmistakable voice fills the room,

the girl from Camden is there again —

 

the beehive,

the blue eyes,

the dark mascara,

the restless smile,

the woman who wanted nothing more

than to be loved,

an artist who left her mark.

 

You were Jazz Baby.

And you always will be.